Zeedman
Garden Master
Late to this thread, so a belated Welcome @Jae !
I'm another big advocate & practitioner of soil/soul therapy, as part of grief management.
BUT...
BUT...
You have NO idea what you would be getting into! There are so many generous bean growers here, you'd need a bigger mail box.do you have any local seed libraries?
plus there are some of us on-line who will send beans to people that want them.