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baymule
Garden Master
Our two old friends have earned their keep. They can stay as long as they are happy. I won’t let them suffer in pain and misery. My hope for both is that when their time comes, they just lay down, go to sleep and never wake up. A horse dying in the wild is hastened by predators, in our protected environment there are no predators. I will not watch them die slowly, a little each day, in pain and misery. They gave me their best. I owe them all the love and care I can give them and that includes knowing when to let go. They will tell me. We have already shed many tears at the thought and will shed many more. I will keep them as long as I can. I cannot be selfish. I am a strong woman, I am the one who steps up and makes the hard decisions. It sucks. Sometimes I wish I could collapse in a pile of tears and let someone else do it, but I am not that person. I love my two old friends. I love them beyond my own feelings and will do whatever needs to be done to give them both the best life remaining and the best death possible. Pray for them, my friend.OK~ went through this thread ~ the new horse ~ wasn't sure at first ~ but ~ keeps looking better and better and better ~ love n that horse is easy ~ as for the old and unwell ~ me thinks I'd feed em ~ talk to them often as I could and have a backhoe on call ~ but I couldn't put them down ~ Aust Yezu Parin ```
Tearing up at just thinking of saying goodbye.