You are likely just craving the caffeine. I used to think there was more about chocolate that sucked me in, but now that I drink extra coffee, I'm pretty sure the extra caffeine eliminated my cravings for chocolate altogether. Anyone who knows me well was shocked to find out I don't eat...
I am a recovering chocoholic! I used to HAVE to have chocolate every night for dessert after dinner. This went on for many years. Then I doubled my coffee intake and my chocolate cravings are but a distant memory!
Breakfast this morning is coffee with heavy cream, scrambled eggs with bacon slices in, and chopped jalapeno mixed in also. For breakfast dessert I made a banana, blueberry, yogurt shake!
It's so rare that I get organic corn on the cob (once or twice a year) that I couldn't possibly do anything with it except eat it straight off the cob! I love eating it that way, but it's difficult to find organic corn around here and when you do it's extremely expensive.
That's cool you hunted your own meat! Not everyone knows how to do that!
When you cook the hams, do you have to do anything special to them to make them taste like ham from the store?